IB Class of 2022 - venting-˳·˖✶

i know everybody has something about a teacher, their day, or just the state of things overall, so if you're looking to mind-numbingly scream into the void together, here's your chance!

mr csjetey and ms harrison make me want to rip my eyes out of my scalp

yes

they both are so fucking mean about my mental illnesses

theyre just both mean

well. yes. they are both just mean

but that especially sucks

but i was fr sobbing on google meets w mr csjetey and this nigga says “i expect better from u” BYE KYS

Bro fuck ms Harrison

yes fuck ms harrison !!!!

You know who I love tho

16:01

Señor debo

16:01

You wouldn’t understand you French peasant

‍♀️

16:03

this nigga bro

16:07

Pissachu

16:08

I’m sorry for everyone that has to see this

bae ???

It’s my new toy just wanted to show it off

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imma censor this so y'all don't have your days ruined so tw: injustices idk who's keeping up with the chauvin trial from these past couple days but I'm demoralized as fuck, I'm trying to keep informed and up on my shit but god motherfucking damn this shit hurty

i have been mentally checked out from all the happenings of the world for like 8 months at minimum

12:41

being enraged at injustice is exhausting

yeah that's why i censored

12:42

some people do not need to be burdened by more shit, and i do not encourage it if you are not feeling well

‘this shit hurty’ is a common theme recently

if recently = past 2 years then yeah

One of the worst parts about growing up is realizing how fucked up this world you admired really is

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yeah man

13:03

especially times like this

hamzah didn’t we just stop being sad

it's hard but it's necessary to some extent

why would you say that

jade there is no end

13:04

simply quiet

i can’t do pessimism today i’m out

Jade we did stop being sad. I’m upset now

fair enough

13:05

FAX

oh period king

lord have mercy come get a kiss

13:05

okay they on lunch break

I wanna slaughter all these fucking evil politicians

I'll do it with you pimp

Where are you watching the trial?

we can become fugitives of the law together

ICP vibes

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it's live on YouTube

13:05

no

13:06

nbc and msn i think

“me and my axe leave bigots dead on richie lawns” brO ICP IS A MUSICAL DUO

Imma watch as much as I can before work

13:06

What did I miss so far?

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jade s. <3

“me and my axe leave bigots dead on richie lawns” brO ICP IS A MUSICAL DUO

hamzah talking about slaughtering politicians reminded me of that song

Idk what you’re talking about

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okay that’s fine

13:07

me neither honestly

uhh the cashier in the store they have the bill too and a guy who recorded pieces of it from his car

13:07

no i get it i just disagree

13:07

personally i think we are more rtj them icp

https://www.cnn.com/us/live-news/derek-chauvin-trial-03-31-21/index.html

Derek Chauvin is on trial for George Floyd's death: Live coverage

Witness testimony continues in the trial of former Minneapolis Police officer Derek Chauvin, who's charged in the death of George Floyd. Follow here for the latest.

13:09

Here is the link for anyone who is interested

preesh king

Also thank you Noah I had no idea this was even going on today

they're on a lunch break but they'll be back within three next 5

13:09

ofc, gotta stay worldly

i love icp

I just caught up to the case

13:30

Like damn it’s so fucked up

13:31

There was so much that went wrong. Like you’re crazy if you think it was an accident

can someone tell me to take a shower wtf

Ew take a shower

i’ve been sitting on my couch telling myself to do it for like 2 hours

Stinky poopoopeepee

thank you hamzah

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Take a shower jade

elena was nicer about it i’m gonna listen to her

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You have to be on zoom today

do i ??

Zoo

OH LMAO i didn’t get in

13:35

aint that some shit

Wait I thought you did

no :(

What

i do have plans later though so i need be clean

Yes plans require cleanliness

13:36

I had to convince myself that I cannot spend all day in bed reading

you can

According to my mother not an option

13:37

That’s why you find audiobooks on YouTube

group interviews r shit i said what i said

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they are fr

Are you getting a job gave?

13:50

Gabe*

i’ve had a job since i was 14 !! but i’m getting a second one today (hopefully)

Woah

13:54

Where do you work and where are you applying

jade s. <3

hamzah talking about slaughtering politicians reminded me of that song

I like that song but you’re the only other person I know who also does

i like it exie !!

13:58

i work at panera rn, i worked at the ellet library before

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13:58

applied at sweet frog

noah ^-^

personally i think we are more rtj them icp

Im not familiar- is there a particular song you recommend?

please hold

I would love to get a job but to do that I need my lincese and I’m too scared to get it

xe 😔

Im not familiar- is there a particular song you recommend?

https://open.spotify.com/track/4RnfMhMUMqHlrn4V6A3KfS?si=0Q_2CIlOTd-n7ZGIm4veVg&utm_source=copy-link

you mean you need to be able to drive yourself?

14:00

my mom Hated driving me to work back in the day

Yeah

I like it Noah!

thanks exie!

Derick chauvin has been found guilty. And I just feel so relieved

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i’m so happy

17:18

i’m worried about the appeal though

Yea hopefully he gets to rot in prison

may he rest, or try his best, in a smoldering pile of dogshit

i love being sick for 4 days and having all this to do

Group your tabs!

20:27

It makes it easier to find assignments for specific classes and keep everything organized

20:27

If you right click on the tab it gives you an option to add to group

i feel u casper ): sometimes it feels impossible to catch up when u fall even a little behind

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Do you have any specific questions?

no i just gotta get through it

20:29

4 weeks left lads

Not enough time

we good

okay for real though does anyone else feel really overwhelmed right now or is that just me

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no i also very explicitly crave an escape

like. i havent made a dent in my history ia, i have a missing assignment in history that i need to turn in by wednesday or else shes not going to grade it, i still need to do my ee outline, i still need to start on my english project, and on top of all of THAT theres exams next week that i need to study for

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oh and the tok exhibition

23:34

that i need to basically completely rewrite because she didnt like my other two objects

Oh I forgot about the history ia (edited)

i know its just the investigation but my god if it doesnt fill me with dread just thinkiing about trying to sit down and write it

23:34

im just gonna reassure myself that its supposed to be a ROUGH draft so it can be a little fucked up

I had like 7 missing assignments in history and I have 3 left

im cheerin you on exie... good luck o7

ryann

i know its just the investigation but my god if it doesnt fill me with dread just thinkiing about trying to sit down and write it

i can drop my stu login if you need it

23:35

I'm pretty sure I'm caught up in history, and if you want to do a writing workshop this week for ee's and ia's we could definitely set it up

That would be really good

oh that would be cool....

the Spanish kids are gonna have a study session too, we're not solo anymore y'all

We definitely need one in the summer

23:36

Like at least once a week

oh and on top of THAT theres an (optional) take home test in math but i need to do it as a fallback because god knows i am not doing well on the physical in class test

ryann

okay for real though does anyone else feel really overwhelmed right now or is that just me

babe i have 76 missing assignments and (as a fun surprise for me!) less than 5 days to do em

NOOOOOO

i’m king of overwhelming

im so sorry king

23:37

I think I have 30 total

it’s okay

Some of them are long term projects for IB that I didn’t do though

23:37

Like the website

i burned through 17 today

im just so ready to lie down and die from exhaustion after this

23:37

WHAT

Which 17?

if i do 15 a day i’ll be set

im so proud of you but WHAT!!!!!

I’m sooooo slow

THE LIT WORK husk

nobody tells you when you apply for ib that if you have any sort of mental illness it’ll be hell

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why is the lit work so soul draining

Pre- Covid I worked on an assignment with Elena and it took me three times as long as it took them

nobody tells you that depressive episodes and post traumatic episodes may LOOK the same but one will last months and months and the more you ignore it the worse it’ll get

ryann

why is the lit work so soul draining

FOR REAL. beaven’s assignments make me want to cry, and i LOVE english class

ok i do have depression but it seemed to be kind of like. muted up until THESE LAST FEW WEEKS where suddenly i am overwhelmed with the desire to just stop doing anything at all

23:40

THIS

23:40

THISSSS

gabe >:)

Click to see attachment 🖼️

...I should probably make a check list but writing down everything I need to do makes me more anxious

i love english class but the assignments make me want to start screaming and running away in panic

i would love a nice solid stay in a mental hospital right now because i am GENUINELY terrified i am going to SNAP

23:40

unfortunately my 76 missing assignments said no sir

lmk if you need to look at any of my past assignments... anything that'll help you get through the missing assignments

thank you <3 it’s okay though

If anyone works better with other people and wants to meet up this week and maybe this weekend to just work I’m totally down for it

i’m not struggling with anything except math, it’s just that i haven’t actually been functioning at all in the past 8 months

Let! Me! Help! With! Math!

yeah unfortunately i know the feeling all too well... husk

i get like 1-2 weeks of motivation per gp and they’re fueled by terror so they’re not all too comfortable

im working this saturday but if anyone wants to meet up sunday to work on stuff i'm down

and then i get exhausted from overworking myself to the point of constant paranoid episodes so i do a lil slippy slide back into depression ans the cycle repeats

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Yeah the reading project seems like a Sunday kinda thing

i think its due monday night

My mom keeps getting mad at for me getting in a cycle

actually wait we dont even have school monday do we

I think we do?

i’m 100% confused ab the schedule

23:46

i don’t understand how grades are due friday for teachers but exams are next week

All I know is that next Thursday you’re supposed to show up if you’re failing any classes

oh that’s me

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also i want yall to know i am horribly embarrassed of my shit performance this year

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but i really,, REALLY hope i’m not the only one struggling

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so if anybody else is, you don’t have to say anything, but i got you

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and i also i love you <3

<3

and also if you want my school login i’ll give it to you <33 ok that’s all

I’m failing art and history right now but I’m determined to not be by next Thursday

exie.... you have 2 series and a final piece to do

Shhhh

23:49

I’m going to get out of it

i didnt check my grades since the beginning of fourth quarter up until like two days ago

23:49

if i cant see them theyre not real

if you can figure out a way to gwt out of it please help me get out of it too

luckily im doing pretty ok in my classes but that might change real quick

Gave still hasn’t

ryann

i didnt check my grades since the beginning of fourth quarter up until like two days ago

even opening hac gives me chest pains

Show up tomorrow and we can both talk to him

THIS

i actually did check hac

But I’m not talking in front of any of the advisor people

i needed to see what bio assignments to do bc hipsley just ASSIGNS RANDOM SHIT ???

hac makes me want to start screaming like a frightened chimpanzee whenever i open it

Yeah she does

FOR REAL

she just b puttin stuff in gc and then not ever putting it in hac. like ...

23:51

why am i doing this if i’m not getting graded for it

yeah its so. pain

She thinks we should be able to figure out what we need to learn

23:51

And disregard everything else

at least shes only making us discuss our ia topic with her for our final exam grade

23:52

if i had to be tested on the knowledge she "taught" during this year i think i would have spontaneously combusted

FACTS LMFAO

fuck apple